I wish I could write anonymously...

Have you ever wondered if only you could write ANYTHING you feel and put it up online without any fear of being judged or mocked by someone?

One thing for sure is I feel this all the time.

Several times, I feel that only if people can read my work and tell me that it's okay to feel like this and that I'm not alone.

After reading the book Girl Online (by Zoe Sugg), there might have been slight hopes that one day I'll wake up and will see that I have got 1000s of views on my blogs. But again, the reality check is that I'm not that regular.

There are so many drafts in my notepad, in my laptop, and on the website that I never published, partly because they were my honest writings - the actual feelings and partly because I'm scared that I'll be judged.

Now, I know I should not be worried about being judged but one thing I know is many of my family members and my friends read my blogs. And just the thought of familiar people reading my blogs makes me pause.

No doubt I have written blogs where I have been completely honest but still, somewhere I do hope only if I could write anonymously and stress-free.

Ps. Many Instagram pages have been made and deleted in this attempt.

But now I feel that instead of keeping it anonymous, I should share it on the platforms I already have.

This enlightenment happened a few days back and I scribbled these thoughts on my phone. After reading it the next day, I felt that maybe I should post this up, so here I am.

From this blog onwards, I'll try to be more open about my feelings and will post more about how I actually feel.

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